When things slowly start to change.

Alright, back from class chalet! Going for Damien's chalet tomorrow (: Sure have lotsa fun! HAHAHA. Didn't sleep until 10plus in the morning today. Slept till 5plus at Michelle's house then went over to school with Jingting to clear our lockers. Headed home after that. Met Kay for dinner, arcade then talk for awhile at fitness corner, home sweet home :D

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I'm sorry that I just walked away like that.

SECOND LAST DAY OF WORK :D

As usual, I went for work & I was so stressed up doing cashier that I almost cried. Luo Hui finally came at 4 & saved my life! If not I'll really just breakdown, lol. Was released at 8 from work today cause there were too many staffs there, (: I was overjoyed okay?! HAHAHA. Met Huimin, Jingting & their friend, Abigale. Chatted for awhile with them, then I trained down alone to meet Baby!

Baby sent me home around 12plus, & I finally got to spend a longer time with Baby today! :D And I realised I tend to say the wrong things in front of Baby, making him so upset. Sigh, I'm really sorry Baby :( Ahhh, I really have to try my best being a better girlfriend & stop saying the wrong things if not life for both of us wouldn't be good.

Hope I'm release early from work again tomorrow, hehe! Toodles <3

Work sucks!

{EDIT}

Baby didn't fall alseep. He was charging his phone =.-

Okay, working really sucks but time is passing by kinda quickly. I'm left with 3more days of work, & I'll be free! HAHAHA, it's like I'm a bird in a cage waiting for the day to be free. I seriously have no life now can?! No bitching, shopping, slacking, late nights, & almost everything! I'm TOTALLY restricted from doing all these, fuck laa =.- What can of life is this? I doubt anybody wants this kind of life right? Lol.

Met Baby after work, & Baby doesn't allow me to see his phone for some reason! I wonder what's up with him again. So secretive, I feel so insecure! Imagine you take your boyfriend's phone & he asks you not to see, taking it back from you. How would you feel? Won't your imaginations run wild? C'mon, I'm not being sensitive or what. It's just how most humans will react. So yea, some of you might disagree but too bad, that's how you think not me. Baby sent me home at 12 (: But don't worry people, nothing bad happen kay? Everything is perfectly fine between us & I love my Baby very much, hehe :D Waiting for Baby's message but apparently, I think he fell asleep AGAIN! Shucks, it happens all the time.

Enough said, I'm gonna sleep soon cause there's work tomorrow! Goodnight <3

Bored.

Alright, so I didn't go for band cause I'm so tired because of work & I didn't felt like going. Went over to Baby's place around 4plus. Met my Mother at 6plus, 7. Bought food from NTUC, got our dinner & headed home.

Tomorrow meeting Michelle & Jingting (: Yea, that's all. Hope Daddy doesn't nag at me AGAIN for going out. Goodnight people! <3

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Love is real, real is love,
Love is feeling, feeling love,
Love is wanting to be loved.

Love is touch, touch is love,
Love is reaching, reaching love,
Love is asking to be loved.

Love is you, You and me,
Love is knowing, We can be.

Love is free, free is love,
Love is living, living love,
Love is needing to be loved.

Work is getting super tiring!

Met Baby in the afternoon for lunch before going to work (: Work is super tiring & I'm getting sick of it. I can't believe I still have another 7days to go! BAHHHH..!! :'( Shouldn't have work in the first place. This way, I can also spend more time with Baby laa!

So trained back to Bishan from HFC, bought some food from Pasar Malam & headed home! Work tomorrow, AGAIN! Claire is not coming to work, :( But XiaoHui is! Luckily she is, if not I'm gonna suffer there all ALONE.

Alright, I'm tired people. Gonna sleep early tonight! For the first time, lol. Goodnight! <3

First day of work!

Omg, first day of work is damn tiring laa! But quite fun (: Hahaha! Work tomorrow again, sure super lots of people again, lol. Hmm, Yingnam & Shirley popped by! I got shocked, cause Yingnam told me she was coming by on Thursday then she suddenly appeared =/ She's coming to visit me tomorrow again which is today laa, lol. With Aliffah & more people! Sure damn shy, hahaha! What a lie. Yuting is a friendly girl so won't shy :D

Didn't work at the same outlet with Jingting&Huimin. So now I'm now working alone, so lonely! Hahaha. People come visit me at Habourfront Breadtalk kay people? (: & please buy bread! Alright, gotta go sleep soon!

Goodnight peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..!! <3

MY BOYFRIEND & I :D

So vain, like a girl. Hahaha!


Baby was making his hair & I was dead bored.


I love you, love you, love you the most! :D


I swear I look like some retarded.


I wanna be with you forever! (:


Aww.. Baby loves me! Feel so loved, hehe <3

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Goodnight folks! & I love my Baby truck loads :D

Work's starting soon! :(

Woke up at 3 & ate my lunch already. Gonna rot at home today unless Baby's meeting me in the night or something. Apparently he went to play lan with his friends =.- Damn dota! I'm gonna murder the person who created dota one day. Dota is sucha a boyfriend snatcher, humph! But since Baby like to play it I've no choice, I've to just accept it.

Starting work tomorrow already! Wednesday to Sunday for this week & next week from 2pm to 10pm. This is total crap, I wonder why did I even sign up for this work experience! Now I'm gonna have lesser time to accompany Baby, & I will miss him so damn much :'( How I wish these 2weeks will pass quickly. Oh, I've to fucking report at that place by 10.30am! Like wtf, damn early can. I have to get my butts out of the bed by what time laa. There goes my beauty sleep for this whole week, fuck shit!

It's so boring now! Nobody is talking to me online, & I bet Ah Foo is enjoying himself in the gym now with Brendon, bahhhh..!! Okay, byebye! (:

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I'll make you feel loved once again.

What a rainy day =.-

Met Baby in the afternoon then we had lunch. It started raining after that so we called Eileen&Clement to get a cab & come to meet us then we cabbed down to East Coast Park. It was still raining there so we went to the arcade. Until around 5plus it was still raining so we decided to play bowling! Hahaha, it's damn fun laa (: Eileen & Baby are damn good, while Clement & I suck at it. But I think Clement is better than me!

Took Bus 13 back to Bishan but Eileen&Clement alighted first. So we went separate ways! After dinner, Baby sent me home :D Didn't get to rollaerblade today, the rain is sucha spoiler! Going to ECP with Baby another day, but then I think I'll be rather busy the next 2weeks cause I'm starting work soon. Shucks! There's church tomorrow so I'm gonna bathe & sleep early (:

Goodnight people <3

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While waiting for Eileen&Clement.


I'm number 2! & I suck laa :(
Baby's number 3, so good right! Hahaha.


I love you so much Baby, muacks! (:

I love Baby so much (:

Met Baby at 2plus today, trained down to Vivocity & had our lunch there! I was super hungry laa =/ Hmm.. Then we bought tickets for 'The Covenant'. The show wasn't that bad laa, Steven Strait who is Caleb in the show is damn handsome! (: Hahaha. Had lots of fun with Baby today you know. I love him so much, muacks! <3

Going to East Coast with Baby, Eileen & Clement tomorrow! Gonna burn all my fats, lol. No laa, the main purpose of going East Coast is to have fun with Baby :D Alright, as well as Eileen&Clement. Double date! HAHAHA.

Alright, gonna sleep soon cause I'm tired. & yes, I know my soon is like forever. Probably I'll sleep around 1plus, 2plus! Goodnight people (:

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I'll prove to you that I'm the right girl for you.
& you're gonna marry me no matter what! Haha.
I love you always & forever! (:

Fuck blogger.

People, if you do not see your link under my way out, please kindly get me to link you cause blogge fucking make some parts of my template gone! Thanks a lot (:

BABY BABY BABY <3

Going out with Baby to Vivocity tomorrow! :D Yay, so happy! Hahaha. Gonna spend the whole day with him but Mommy's coming home tomorrow so I've to be home a little ealier than other days if not she will claim that I'm not spending enough time with her again =.-

Alright, so I spent my day with Shijing, Peiqin & Mimi. Shijing & Peiqin went home first then saw Qianhan & Liangyu in the arcade. So walk around with them (: I swear Qianhan is so damn cute laa! Lol, love her so much can?! Met Janice & Kay after that when the rest went home. Spend the rest of my night with them . So yea, nothing much already!

Goodnight folks! <3

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I'll try anything just to make you feel happy.
I'm doing my best, & I hope you can see the effort I'm putting in.
There may be many ups & downs in our relationship,
but Baby hold on tight to me & never let go.
Cause I really need you so.

:(

Met up with Kay today, ate lunch & all. Stoned under Block 179 then she came over my house. Bought dinner for my brother, after that met Baby & we had dinner together (: As usual stoned under the void deck again & I guess I made Baby unhappy :( Sigh, I'm so sorry! Reached home around 10.30pm.

Baby's back but he's going to Malaysia tomorrow for 2days! I'm gonna miss him laa, hope he comes back quickly (:

Alright, nothing else to say already. Goodnight!

I miss you so.

I'm eating ice-cream now, yummy! (: So hungry laa, but then ice-cream so sweet I scared become fat! :( Wait, the fact is I'm fat already. HAHAHA!

Baby's coming back soooooooooooooon! I can't believe it. After like one week or so, Baby's finally coming back :D & how I wish he doesn't need to go to Malaysia when he's back from Taiwan, cause that means I have to suffer for another few days, wth! -cries

I can't wait to see my Baby, omg omg omg!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH..

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I LOVE MY ONE & ONLY BABY :D

yet I'm so afraid of the answer, sigh.

HEH HEH!

Why like that? Why you look away? HAHA.


I swear this is madness!


Eileen claims that the background looks as if I'm in Thailand =.-


AHHHHH..!!



I love acting so kawaii nehxz!


Seriously, I think I'm a 100% retard =.-


My friend, who's a retard too!
She don't even have a sense of direction where the camera is =.-


Alright, so you can see.
Eileen is trying to poke me, the Prawn Ball & eat.
She's too hungry, I guess! Lol.


Oh what oh, nothing amazing what?! =/


I'm pretty & hot (:
Too bad if you think I'm not!

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Pictures are done, enjoy people! Hahaha (:

BABY'S COMING BACK TOMORROW :D

I talked on the phone with Damien till 6plus in the morning. Went swimming with Eileen in the morning at 10plus so I woke up at around 8plus, 9. I was so freaking tired can?! But after I was really wide awake, I felt better & much more energetic (:

We swam from 10plus to 12plus. Bathed & had lunch at S-11. I was taking silly pictures, & Eileen was stoning there. HAHAHA! We played at the arcade for awhile, after that she came over to my house to use the computer & finally she got to play her o2jam after for soooooooooooooo long! It was sucha satisfaction for her, lol. Clement came over then we had dinner together. Kenrick met up with us too! Kenrick & Eileen headed home while Clement joined Jason & gang. I met Janice & Kay :D Always have lots of fun with them! Got back home around 10plus, (:

& BABY'S COMING BACK TOMORROW! :DDDDDD Can you like imagine how fucking happy I am?! HAHAHAHA. I hope Baby will message me once he reaches Singapore (: But then again, I'm also afraid of the answer laa! Ah, whatever. Hope everything will turn out fine. I love you Baby! <3

Pictures in the next post.
BYEBYE PEOPLE!! GOODNIGHT :D

I FUCKING OVERSLEPT AGAIN!

This time it's worse. I slept till 5, & obviously band finished already. Damn! Never mind, ShiJing says that Mr Sim is coming on thursday so it's good :D HAHAHA! Nothing much to add on already. So byebye! <3

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I MISS YOU SO MUCH BABY! :(

STRESSSSS..!!

Alright, stress over my own things. Feeling damn crappy now, Michelle knows it :( BAHHH..!! I'll just see how it goes before making any decisions then.

So I cabbed down to church in the morning, met Kay when my church ended. After that I went to meet Michelle cause of some things, don't be busybody people. Slacked around with Michelle, played arcade, eat & all. Ate fries for dinner! Damn full laa =.- Got home around 10.30pm.

Baby's Mommy or Daddy is gonna fetch him from the airport on Wednesday which means I can't go pick him up :( Hope he can meet me for awhile or something when he comes back on Wednesday! After that he's going to Malaysia, crap shit. Whatever, I'm so blah now. Damn!

Toodles! <3

Sigh.

I miss holding your hands,
I miss the warmth of your hugs,
I miss holding you close to me,
I miss kissing your cheeks,
I miss the taste if your lips,
& Baby I miss you so much.

Sigh, come back quick. I can't take it any longer! How I wish I could fly to Taiwan now & see Baby :(
3 more days before Baby is back! AHHH..


He's mine, hands off bitches!
Baby is so cute can?!
& I've though about this very long already.
Even if I do look older than Baby, so what?
As long as I really love him will do :D

Pictures! :D

Yuting in action :


Oh, I'm so kawaii nehzx.


Aiyo, so act cute worhxz.


Ohhhh..!! What the hell was I doing? =.-

Pictures :


Tai Eileen & I, hehe. Her face like fishball right? So cute! :P


Susanna & I. Omg, I can't believe after for so long I actually called you Susanna! Hahaha :P


Hey bestfriend! <3


Taken. Taken. Taken. All mine, haha :D


Woots~


I love her, friends always :D


No comments, haha!

& to end the pictures, a group picture :


ShiJing, Susanna, Eileen, Yuting & Janice <3

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Thanks for all the fun girls!

Hellooooooo..!!

Went to Vivocity with ShiJing, Susanna, Eileen, Janice, Clement & Kenrick! Haha, had lots of fun there. I keep taking pictures as usual, & Janice could not stand it. Lol. But I'm like this, she knows it :P Susanna needed to go home around dinner time so we decided to eat at Plaza Singapura cause Susanna did not know how to get to Dhoby Ghuat station, how silly right? Haha, stupid dog laa you! Alright, don't be angry. I love you kay? Had lots of fun today with you too, & of course everybody! :D

In the end we end up eating in Bishan. Clement sent Eileen home while Janice went to find Kay. So end up only ShiJing, Kenrick & me ate dinner. Headed to arcade after dinner [: Played 2 rounds of RockFever & 1 round of Bishi Bashi. Kenrick treated ShiJing & I but ShiJing didn't want to play any game so I used up the 5 tokens laa =.- Stoned around for awhile then sent ShiJing home. Accompanied Kenrick to wait for Clement, after that they sent me home. Thanks a lot though you guys won't be reading this, lol.

AHHH..!! & of course, I miss Baby so much. Even when I was out today. I need him NOW, NOW, NOW :( Have fun there okay Baby? I'll be waiting for you to come back! I love you :D

Bye people, pictures on next post. Cause blogger is being a fucker!

I LOVE YOU BABY! HAPPY THREE MONTHS <3

Happy Three Months Baby! :D
Though you're not here with me,
I know your heart is.

& Baby,
We've been through a lot in this relationship.
So many ups & downs, breaks & all.
But you know, I still love you as much.
No matter whats the outcome when you come back,
I just wanna let you know that till now you're the guy I love the most.
The one that that I really go crazy over, the one that I miss so much always.
You're the only guy who tells me the truth though it hurts at times.
No sweet talks, & everything from the bottom of your heart.
Baby, thanks for being so truthful. I really appreciate that.
At least when we part, I will not feel so hurt.
Thanks for all your tolerance too! <3

I also wanna say sorry for all my nonsense, & crap.
You know I never meant them.
Sorry for hurting you time & time again by doing or saying things you don't wish to hear or know.
Jealousy always get us so upset, angry or even disappointment.
But Baby, you must know that I only love you. No others, but you.
I'm waiting for you to come back from Taiwan & give me an answer.
I hope everything will be fine. I really wished that you'll still love me the same.


I LOVE YOU BABY! MUACKS :D

Sorry Daddy!

Alright, I guess I was too harsh in my previous post. Those words are just out of anger. Maybe it's partially my fault for not keeping the house clean too, anyways. I still love my Daddy, after all he's still my Father.

I'm sorry Daddy, I love you.

FUCK YOU!

I swear that my Father has mental problem.
I swear that my Father sucks to the infinity core.
I swear that my Father is bias against me.
I swear that I dislike my Father more & more each day.

I HATE YOU, YOU BLOODY FUCKER!
Will you just fuck off out of my life?!
& packing the books has nothing to do with money, understand? BASTARD!

YOU NEVER TREAT ME AS YOUR DAUGHTER.
I SEEM MORE LIKE YOUR SLAVE.
YOU NEVER APPRECIATE THE THINGS I DO.
& YET YOU ASKED FOR MORE.
WHY DON'T YOU SIT DOWN & ASK YOURSELF,
WHO HAS HELPED YOU THE MOST SO FAR!
DAMN YOU, FUCKED UP SHIT.

& I hate it when you use violence.
Violence doesn't solve anything.
You always use violence on my Brother.
I love him more than I love you.
You just make me hate you more & more that's all.
My Brother is not your punching bag when you're angry.
C'mon he's your son! You asshole, get that into your fucking brains!
I HATE YOU SO MUCH, ARGH.

CRAP SHIT!

Ohmygosh, I can't believe that I actually overslept & didn't go for band! Fuck my brains laa =.- Alright, in fact I slept at 4, 5plus yesterday so how do I even wake up on time? Sometimes, this is how smart Yuting can get. Sleeping so late, & yet expecting myself to wake up on time. I even told Damien Foo online that I could wake up on time, but I FREAKING DIDN'T. Damn!

So this means, I'm gonna rot at home AGAIN! Unless someone calls me out if not I'm REALLY gonna be stucked at home for the rest of the day :( Vivocity with Susanna & people tomorrow, haha! [: I better sleep early & wake up on time, or else Susanna is sure to strangle me! =/

Oh, I send Baby a message yesterday! Hope he receives it :D
& BABY, I MISS YOU SO FREAKING MUCH! :(

HELLO! I'M SO FREAKING DEAD BORED AT HOME!

Omg, it's so boring to stay home the whole day. & Daddy just won't let me sleep longer because he bought something soupy for my lunch so I've to wake up & eat it! Obviously now I can't get back to sleep =.- Damn!

Rotting infront of the computer, & chatting online now. It's just way too boring! I'm bored, but yet I'm too lazy to go out. Furthermore it's raining outside now, which makes me even lazier to get out of house! Oh crap, life is such a bore.

I need retail therapy! But I'm broke, seriously broke :( See, that makes your life even much more uninteresting when you don't even have enough money to do what you want! I can't withdraw anymore money from my ATM if not Mommy is so gonna kill me laa. Unless, I really have no choice. Still I've to control myself, haha!

Okayyyyyyyyy.. So I'm gonna rot at home for the rest of the day & there's sectionals for band tomorrow! [: At least now I don't dread going to band anymore. I think it's more like, the longer you don't go for band the more you don't feel like going back. But once you start attending regular practices, you want more! Lol. However, it still bores me at times laa! =x

ALRIGHT, BYEBYE PEOPLE! :D

BAHHHH..!!

BABY IS IN TAIWAN NOW, YET I'M IN SINGAPORE! I MISS HIM SO DAMN MUCH. CAN YOU PLEASE QUICKLY COME BACK? SIGH.

Alright, so I dyed my hair today. I dyed twice cause I didn't dye properly! Waste my money, but I'm kind of satisfied with my hair now thanks to Michelle <3 Hehe!

Okay, should be going out tomorrow AGAIN. Yes, I know again! Hahaha. Goodnight people :D